Listen to the echos in the dark of the night
Hear as your heart beat pounds in your ears
Feel the salty water trickle down your face
Red stinging eyes blink away
The built up wetness of your eyes
Why are you crying again?
What happened this time?
Wrapping my arms around your shoulders
Again for what seems to be the hundreth time
I listen to your slow faint heartbeat
If this keeps up, you'll die a broken heart
I don't like this feeling it gives me
The sharp pains in my chest
The choked up voice
It all makes me feel damaged and broken
A fuck up, a helpless dainty girl
Why do make me feel this way, dear girl?
Why do you let this happen?
I recognize who I'm looking at
This broken mirror almost shattered
I'm staring at myself
I hate what I've become
I'm staring into my reflection again and
Feeling what I've supressed for so long
It's all unravling, this doll I've made of myself
I'm a puppet in your control
A doll just for you to work on
Make me what you want
Make me what you desire
Make me your perfect love, dear boy
I'm lying here again with my blood on my hands
I'm trying to stop the bleeding on my wrist
The pain you put me through is what caused it all
Upset again, I want to be with you
I want to be a girlfriend you can be proud of
Love me, please.
Hold me, please.
Make me stop hurting after these long three years of waiting
After a summer's work on myself to become what you want
I've changed for you but it's all unraveling
It's all coming undone
And I'm left crying here staring into my reflection
Again.