I haven't been on this thing in forever D:
What all have I missed? :[

..Comes to theatres this Decemer/early '09 8]
And I am eager as hell to watch it fifty kabajillion times before it even comes to dvd >w<
Omg! My wifie Jessie and I already settled on buying Twilight Teez and dress up like vampys when we go watch it. And forcing our boyfriends to dress up too x3
I'M SO EXCITED; AND I JUST CAN'T HIDE IT!!♥♥

1. Post all the rules.
2. When tagged, you must write eight things about yourself.
3. You must post these eight things in your journal.
4. You must then tag eight other friends/people.
5. Finally, leave a message on each of their pages letting them know they've been tagged.



1: I am a sadist.
2: I hurt people who hurt me and smile afterwards.
3: My heart has been shattered from day 6.
4: I hate the boy that I'm in love with.
5: Three of my friends are dead.
6: I'm ugly inside and out.
7: I hate bright colors. Unless they're neon.
8: I cry too much. But, tears are unspoken words from the heart.

I tag:
Kooshie
Daddikins
Yuuka-Sama
Dez
Raven

So, I'm rather, I dunno, out of it right now.
I'm angry, yet I'm depressed, and it's all coming out in tears and an argument I'm not controlling in my head. Wow, maybe I need to go back on my Wellbutron XL? Ah ha.
So, the voices are saying that I'm to blame for how I am.
The other is yelling at that one saying it's his fault for not caring; for breaking me. Also, it's saying that had I stood up for myself in the very begining instead of changing for him, I wouldn't be so shattered and dying inside.
Now, while I agree with a few things on the second voice, I also agre with the first. Maybe I should never have quit taking my depression pills and finished off the prescription like the lady at Pathways said to.
Maybe I'm just losing my sanity to the barrior crumbling in my head; my mind. Maybe I was never sane to begin with =/
I think I may just be tired; depressed; not skitzo. Ah ha.
I dunno. I think need to lay down.. hopefully I won't rush to the bathroom to barf again.

So.. I've been trying for 22 minutes now to open this bottle of grape juice. And it's simply not gonna happen.

I am So bored.
You people need to join Gaia [www.gaiaonline.com]
My username: SimpleSadist
Fits me perfectly, yes? Yes. Good. New topic.

Need. Sleep. Now. Ugh.